dearest

dearest,

how are you doing right now? I hope everything turns great. in every action that you are struggling will make yourself worth and useful for the future.

I hope that you will always be reminded that one priority is self-love. empty glass never pours out. which made sense that you will never able to love other people if you aren't able to love yourself first. there will never be love from the empty heart. always remember that.

my dearest,
I hope you could plan your future well. spend your time with beneficial stuff. put what important first & never forget your responsibility for self-betterment. there is never a failure when you keep on trying and striving to become a better one. always hold on that. grasp that tightly. if you felt down on how the world turns out upon you, turn back to our creator. he is the one. he is the greatest. he is the one who could turn everything back to normal. trust me

trust me again. by improving yourself, you will see more, able to see wider and border, wonder in different perspectives & won't able to disappear in this worldly world. everything will be right and good if you hold on to the right fundamental principle that god and prophet already taught to all of us. balance it with the world knowledge & never take it for granted.  every human is beneficial when they have both & able to give back to society & greater when they practice it along.

my sayang, here I am will always pray for yourself, me & us. your glimpse figure ( in my imagination ) makes me believe in your existence. your existence soul & continuous heartbeat keeps me moving on in this hard & hustle bustle life. perhaps your praying is the reason why I am still breathing right now.

my dearest,
I just want to let you know that yours truly is over here. I will always be here, standing & waiting because I don't want to love other than you. after everything that I break & not able to keep many promises to myself, I really hope that this one will never fade & realizable.

I promise that I will write more to you next time. till we meet. I love you to the fullest. no before you, no before us. love you always

n.h.a -27/02/2018